Eliza/Beth




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Eliza/Beth's Life List

  1. 1. change the world
    3,309 people
  2. 2. lead a revolution
    72 people
  3. 3. get a tattoo with my love
    1 cheer
    1 person
  4. 4. spend an entire day watching the extended version of all three Lord of the Rings movies back-to-back-to-back
    1 cheer
    1,107 people
  5. 5. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    18,551 people
  6. 6. change a life
    55 people
  7. 7. be needed
    1 cheer
    46 people
  8. 8. visit every continent
    1 cheer
    1,588 people
  9. 9. kiss in the rain
    1 cheer
    14,597 people
  10. 10. get back to nature
    6 people
  11. 11. write a song that changes lives
    1 person
  12. 12. write a well-known poem
    1 person
  13. 13. write a great story
    9 people
  14. 14. become a respected member of a community
    1 person
  15. 15. teach something worth knowing
    1 person
  16. 16. Send a postcard to Postsecret
    2,847 people
  17. 17. write a book
    26,024 people
  18. 18. achieve enlightenment
    1 cheer
    170 people
  19. 19. become a Bodhisattva
    9 people
  20. 20. have a one night stand
    391 people
  21. 21. To live instead of exist
    1 cheer
    10,881 people
  22. 22. make the perfect mix tape
    56 people
  23. 23. be a foster parent
    149 people
  24. 24. find the perfect girl whose face dwells in my mind
    1 entry
    1 person
  25. 25. make a difference
    6,772 people
  26. 26. be in a band
    1,486 people
  27. 27. live in an anarchist community
    30 people
  28. 28. save a life
    1,440 people
  29. 29. improve myself
    195 people
  30. 30. go skinnydipping
    201 people
  31. 31. publish my poetry
    555 people
  32. 32. act through nonaction
    1 person
  33. 33. drop acid
    204 people
  34. 34. Love
    2,782 people
  35. 35. go to a renaissance fair
    44 people
  36. 36. see the northern lights
    16,874 people
  37. 37. Have sex in a men's public restroom
    1 person
  38. 38. fly to wisconsin to kidnap my best friend after her graduation
    1 person
  39. 39. start a popcorn fight in a movie
    1 cheer
    3 people
  40. 40. Be with the man I love
    12 people
  41. 41. learn a dead language
    10 people
  42. 42. read albert camus' "l'etranger" entirely in french.
    76 people
Recent entries
be free
Breaking Free 21 months ago

See my entry for “run away to a foreign country.”

It took all the money I had, but I did not and do not care. I went and saw places, did things, and loved someone with all of my heart.

I still do love him, too _

I’m trying to keep myself and my mind free, for it is certainly a state worthy of lingering in.



run away to a foreign country
For Love and Freedom 21 months ago

I would do it again in a heartbeat.

I’m in love with the world and a man.

Nothing could be better.

Also, the drinking age in New Zealand is 18 XD



Fall in love
Falling in love 2 years ago

It was early September. The leaves were just beginning to change color in preparation for the fall. Bumbershoot was up and running in Seattle, and my newest internet boy had never been. I made him come along with me, a nervous and exciting first meeting. A week later I was in his bed.

He was chivalrous. Very kind, acommodating. His eyes were deep and reflective, and his troubled mind snuck out through them even when they were closed. We talked about everything, shared things we hadn’t told anyone. He claimed a violent mind, a hatred for humanity… but his affection toward me and socially timid manner disproved all of that.

He touched me, the first person to do so in longer than I could remember.

We were connected. We were above humanity. I was on top of the world.

It didn’t last long. It wasn’t entirely mutual. But I fell so fast and so deeply in love with him that it didn’t matter. I lost my virginity to him. And it was beautiful. He made me laugh with every breath, and despite trying to maintain a distant demeanor, he cared about me. Told me he didn’t want me smoking.

We had a wonderful time. First love is such a glorious thing. I had to let him go, as his first love already had him and he wasn’t ready to lose her. But those two months were some of the happiest and most exciting times of my life.

I will never stop loving him, nor enjoying his intimate company.



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