unusualkt

I am working on this now.Man.I thought it would be easy considering I played fluently in high school,but some of it is coming back to me.I have a Bb horn.I can now do low B,Bb,C,Cb,E,F,G,A,B…I am having trouble with a D in all octaves-does anyone remember all of the “fingerings”?

I dont know whether it is my nervous-habit,an oral fixation or both-either way I do know it is because I am sensory deficient.I have been chewing them down to the nub since I was 4 years old.

I used to nag my mother about her cursing,and here I am,now,cursing like a sailor,or sometimes worse.The hard part is not stopping but realizing when I am about to curse.I curse profusely,and most of the time for no reason.I do have two curse words I absolutely do not use.It is not a public thing,I have somehow programmed myself not to do that in certain places but when I get home-man it flies!