upsanddowns




I'm doing 32 things
 

upsanddowns's Life List

  1. 1. get a job
    1 entry
    12,566 people
  2. 2. Go to a rave
    562 people
  3. 3. Make new friends
    13,790 people
  4. 4. Practice Yoga
    4,279 people
  5. 5. have no regrets
    1 entry
    1,593 people
  6. 6. Visit Japan
    6,010 people
  7. 7. Visit Italy
    2,623 people
  8. 8. go to college
    4,465 people
  9. 9. get a car
    1,643 people
  10. 10. be happy
    24,865 people
  11. 11. surprise everyone by becoming a success
    2 people
  12. 12. get an industrial piercing
    360 people
  13. 13. stop relying on adderall for motivation
    1 entry
    8 people
  14. 14. quit klonopin
    3 people
  15. 15. get a meaningful tattoo
    433 people
  16. 16. have better posture
    8,067 people
  17. 17. be inspiring
    63 people
  18. 18. eat less sugar
    774 people
  19. 19. Beat my depression
    1,965 people
  20. 20. stop binging
    219 people
  21. 21. master cleanse
    1 entry
    2,282 people
  22. 22. Have a totally different life by this time next year
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    948 people
  23. 23. love myself
    5,124 people
  24. 24. To live instead of exist
    11,582 people
  25. 25. Work out 3 times a week
    1 entry
    196 people
  26. 26. become computer literate
    14 people
  27. 27. have more confidence
    882 people
  28. 28. model
    1,155 people
  29. 29. stop fearing failure
    22 people
  30. 30. drink more water
    20,255 people
  31. 31. when the going gets tough....stay
    2 people
  32. 32. do what i want to do
    96 people

How I did it
How to get my driver's license
It took me
1 year
It made me


Recent entries
stop relying on adderall for motivation
This Stuff Gets Nasty

I was prescribed Adderall about a year ago for ADD and as much as I love it for motivation, it makes me feel like a speed freak sometimes. I also take Klonopin to deal with the insomnia along with an antidepressant. Even though its all prescription, it can’t be healthy. My tolerance for adderall and klonopin seems to be steadily increasing. I need both just to feel like what used to be “normal” before I entered my black abyss and needed something to help me climb out.



get a job
I need to get down to it!

I went to a bunch of interviews last year, and was even led to believe that I had a job. I guess the manager changed his mind because they really didn’t need more people. I got sort of discouraged and have been busy with school, but I really need a job. I had one for a long time and it was so liberating not having to ask my parents for money! I’m already 19 not being able to support myself is not cool.



Have a totally different life by this time next year (read all 2 entries…)
Not quite there yet

I was looking back on my post from 13 months ago and my life isn’t much different, but I think my outlook is a lot better. By next fall I plan on transferring to an actual university amongst other things, so I think its doable. I really want a total transformation, but don’t want to be too hasty about it. That would defeat the purpose of learning as you go.



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