Sarah

And I haven’t had a single puff off a cigarette. However I’m not sleeping right, I’m depressed, I feel completely off and I’ve been taking my bipolar meds properly. So wtf?!? However no hacking or wheezing, easy to breathe when I walk or run, don’t feel quite the same urgent need to constantly have to have some sort of drink. But the insomnia and depression is killing me!

Doing pretty good today so far, using a patch. Haven’t smoked today. My mom even is trying to make it fun, got a calendar for each of us and stickers (evn got me my obsessions, MLP and Carebear) so we get to put a sticker on each day on the calendar that we are smoke free and don’t cheat :) I’ve been recieving lots of positive inspiration and prayers from people online and at work today as well, even doing okay around a friend that smokes haven’t even asked to bum one. I’m pretty proud of myself today and I want to be proud of myself tomorrow too. I KNOW this is worth it, it’s just a matter of getting through the hard part.

I only have part of Revelations to get through then I’ve read the whole New Testament then it will be on to Old Testament.