I’m just getting sick and tired of boxing myself in and escaping everything. I go to work and I’m silent all day except when working with customers. Then I go home and spend all night there. On the weekends the only person I spend time with is my girlfriend. Its starting to have a negative effect on her because she has become less social because of me. She doesn’t go out because I don’t feel like doing so. I don’t want to trap her in here with me.
valkyrietemplar's Life List
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1. go to film school
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2. Pay off all credit cards,
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3. stop criticizing myself
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4. exercise regularly
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5. eat healthier
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6. Lose 30 pounds
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7. get in shape
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8. have a flat stomach
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9. wear a bikini
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10. be more social
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11. watch the IMDB.com Top 100 movies
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12. Read The Lord of The Rings
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13. design my own tattoo
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14. Get a tattoo
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15. Learn to play the guitar
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16. learn to sew
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17. make a dress
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18. buy a car
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19. whiten my teeth
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20. write a book
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21. write a screenplay
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22. direct a movie
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23. buy an engagement ring
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24. get married
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25. be a mother
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26. learn to dance
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27. make a video game.
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28. make an animated cartoon
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29. be photographed nude or nearly nude
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30. complete gender transition
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31. live to see the legalization of gay marriage
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32. Update my website at least once a week
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How I did it: Over the last several years I've asked myself this question: applying to college; switching majors; graduating from college; looking for a job; etc. I've always wanted to be in the Film industry or doing some sort of digital media. I just had this preconception that all artists don't make money. I figured out I just can't be happy unless I'm creating things. Read how I did it…
Here I go again. Over the course of two or three years I had lost 50 lbs simply by changing my diet. I was finally starting to be happy with my body. I only had 10 pounds to go. Then this past year I gained 30 of those pounds back. I graduated college and have a desk job, I’m no longer walking around campus all day. Also, Its not surprising with how bad the year has been with several deaths in both mine and my girlfriend’s families, finances, job stress, etc. I just hate that I let it go this far and lost so much ground. Lets see how long it takes this time.
