vanillybean




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  1. 1. lose weight
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  2. 2. Write more
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  3. 3. exercise regularly
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  4. 4. clean my house
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  5. 5. Drink coffee black
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  6. 6. eat healthy
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  7. 7. overcome depression
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  8. 8. stop eating emotionally
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  9. 9. breastfeed for 1 yr
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  10. 10. Learn to knit
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overcome depression
Postpartum depression 8 months ago

I had a baby 4.5 months ago, and I’m pretty sure I’m suffering from PPD. I don’t really know what to do about it. I’m embarrassed and ashamed because I have this wonderful baby but I’m not happy. I would never resent my son, but I feel like I would be a better mother and he would be a happier baby if I were happy. I’m afraid if I call the doctor he would try to give me some type of drug…but I’m also afraid of never being able to overcome this.
I take it out on my husband, and he’s trying the best he can. He’s just stuck, he doesn’t know what to do.




 

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