vantastic




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vantastic's Life List

  1. 1. Stop depending on having guys in my life to make me happy
    1 entry
    1 person
  2. 2. do something meaningful
    1 cheer
    87 people
  3. 3. Find someone who loves me for me
    1 entry
    42 people
  4. 4. make more friends
    1 entry
    5,082 people
  5. 5. Stop talking to myself (yes…I do that)
    1 entry
    6 people
  6. 6. live a healthier lifestyle
    116 people
  7. 7. not be lonely
    130 people
  8. 8. Send a message in a bottle
    3,642 people
  9. 9. Go to a strip club
    227 people
  10. 10. keep my virginity till i am in love
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    4 people
  11. 11. take a photo a day to document my life
    2 cheers
    182 people
  12. 12. stop thinking about "him"
    2 entries
    214 people
  13. 13. be more sexually adventurous
    9 people
  14. 14. love my body
    1,093 people
  15. 15. Volunteer for the 2010 Olympics in Vancouver
    1 person
  16. 16. find my talent
    245 people
  17. 17. figure out my purpose in life
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    41 people
  18. 18. accept myself for who I am and not who I wished I was
    2 cheers
    3 people
  19. 19. Stop caring what other people think of me
    1 entry
    3,975 people
  20. 20. run
    1,127 people
  21. 21. be more outspoken when someone offends me/challenges my beliefs
    4 people
  22. 22. Try teeth whitening strips
    10 people
  23. 23. ride in a hot air balloon
    1,983 people
  24. 24. finish my scrapbooking projects
    21 people
  25. 25. become comfortable with my sexuality
    20 people
  26. 26. go on a real date
    90 people
  27. 27. learn to give lap dances
    33 people
  28. 28. go more regularly to bikram yoga classes
    1 entry
    1 person
  29. 29. join toastmasters
    1 entry
    183 people
  30. 30. take a belly dancing class.
    1 entry
    76 people
  31. 31. stop living in the past
    1 entry
    233 people
  32. 32. get a great haircut
    47 people
  33. 33. take compliments better
    118 people
  34. 34. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    6,964 people
  35. 35. Practice random acts of kindness
    758 people
  36. 36. join the Mile High Club
    901 people
  37. 37. Think about sex less
    2 people
  38. 38. find the perfect bra
    207 people
  39. 39. network more with people
    113 people
  40. 40. have just one person tell me I have changed their life.
    2 people
  41. 41. fall asleep outside watching the stars with someone i care about
    931 people
  42. 42. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
    5,502 people
  43. 43. stop settling for less than I really want
    2 people
Recent entries
Stop caring what other people think of me
hard not to care 3 years ago

This one is a tough one for me.. I worry way too much what ppl think of me… its like I think their judging me or something. But in way it seems like I’m judging myself through how I think they see me. Its a bad habit. I know I should just live my life the way I want to live it and do what I want and not give a damn… but its hard still.



stop thinking about "him" (read all 2 entries…)
Dang... I had a blast from da past 3 years ago

Gosh I’m still trying to reach this goal! Yesterday I ran into a guy from my past. At first when I saw him in a store I walked the other direction trying to put myself together and figure out what I was gonna do. I eventually went and found him again and started talking to him. Gawd, you know how it is sometimes when you don’t see someone for a very long time and then when you see them again its like seeing them for the very first time… and you totally had forgotten how amazingly gorgeous that person was! Grrrrr… I shouldn’t be thinking like this! I even initiated a hug with him! What was I thinking? And he told me that I should call him and our mutual friends to hang out this summer and I stupidly said yeah. Well, obviously I shouldn’t hang out with him right? He’s just gonna make me fall into the trap again. He’s one of those guys that can make me completely impulsive!



get a full-time job (or even a part time job...any job would be good right now)
Untitled 3 years ago

I finally got my job in march and since then have 2 jobs now. a full-time job as an event planner and a part-time job helping out a real estate agent. Jobs are good that’s all I have to say. Its nice to keep busy but it can be stressful too. I wish my pay was better but oh well.



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