veronicadelvalle

These things are supposed to have a natural flow to them, right? I feel like I have to work so hard at being appreciated by my bf that most likely it just is not worth the trouble. My feelings are important too. I deserve understanding and consideration. If I feel like I’m being emotionally bashed and I feel like I am being constantly put down, made to feel worthless. It’s just not fair. How can we love those who hurt? It feels very one-sided to me. I cannot and will not be molded into someone’s ideal. No amount of love is worth that. Right? However, when it’s good, it’s great! Are the good times worth all the bad times? No balance…

I’m sending out a few applications. I just want something part time to get a some extra money will I finish college. They always want you to apply on-line which sucks because it’s easier for them to blow you off.

Classes start on Aug. 12
I really want to take what’s left and get on with becoming an economically independent person. I want to begin my life outside of my home. I am proud of myself because I have done very well, but I’ll be even prouder when I finish and can get on with the next chapter of my life.