he’s amazing, and gorgeous, and interesting, and funny, and creative, and mysterious, and perfect.
and he will never be mine
but i can understand that now.
so i give up.
im giving up on something i know will never happen.
so, goodbye my love. im letting you go.
Mar 21, 01:36PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I feel like I dont feel anything for him anymore, like he’s fading. But i also feel like I am forcing his memory to stay with me, when in reality the memory of him is fading. It’s like i am in fact getting over him but im trying to not get over him at the same time..it sounds weird..but yeah.
Mar 20, 01:04AM PDT | 0 comments
This is going to be a very hard goal for me, because I have developed a sleeping disorder, I usually stay up ALLLLLL night, and then I get really sleepy around 6am or 7am, and then I sleep till around 2pm. It’s a cycle. Sometimes I try to not fall asleep so that I can just stay up till night time and then I can break the cycle..but it has been impossible!! I have to do it though! Because my life is all fucked up because of my sleeping schedule!!
Mar 14, 08:53PM PDT | 0 comments