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the crash architect.

soooo hates this state of mind.



I'm doing 21 things
  

How I did it
How to beat my depression
It took me
7 years
It made me

How I did it: Seven years. I'm almost seventeen. No, it's not a typo. You read it right. My childhood was always 'bumpy', definitely nothing pleasant. My parents, my relatives... all of it, definitely not something I want to go deep into, but I can definitely relate to the phrase 'what doesn't kill you can only make you stronger'. Except for the fact that the situation in my family was always pretty tragic, so I guess that's the first reason why it was… Read how I did it…

Nov 13, 01:40PM PST | 0 comments | 6 cheers


How to pick a theme song for myself
It took me
4 months
It made me

How I did it: I looked at so many songs carefully, thought about myself, my personality, the people that perform, the lyrics, and this was so complicated. None of those songs really reflected me, and I really needed something I could 'feel'. So, after looking at so many songs, I picked an instrumental song. Not only is it just an instrumental song - it's just a 4-and-a-half-minute groovin' bass solo. Fits me perfectly, in all ways, especially since I'm… Read how I did it…

Nov 13, 07:03AM PST | 0 comments | 2 cheers


How to stop procrastinating
It took me
16 years
It made me
make progress

How I did it: Procrastination, in my opinion can be either lack of motivation, lack of willpower, lack of interest or lack of desire. I'm a 'personality' person - I can't be forced to do something I don't want, or it will end up worse. So, I really thought about it, and I understood that all the things I would put off could fit into those categories. I would either be boring for me, I wouldn't see any progress, I would be scared or I would find it… Read how I did it…

Nov 04, 03:10PM PST | 1 comment | 1 cheer


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write a book
Untitled 18 hours ago

I’m writing three books… I don’t know if I’ll publish them, but one of them will definitely not be published. I will finish it, but I won’t publish it. My own experiences and dreams inspired that book, and even if nobody will really see the connections through the metaphors, I know I would never sleep peacefully again – but I sure will love reading my manuscript.

Nov 24, 01:10AM PST | 0 comments


pick a favorite band (read all 2 entries…)
GIVING UP 1 day ago

Yeah, so it looks like it’s impossible to just force yourself to hate a band you love, no matter how badly you want it or how good your reasons seem to be. I am disappointed in myself, but it looks like I’ll make a lame fan, if I’ll secretly love somebody else… so, I give up. Dir en grey remains, no matter how hard I tried.

I still hate the fanbase and I still hate my insane crush on the band’s guitarist.

Nov 23, 06:35AM PST | 0 comments


pick a favorite band (read all 2 entries…)
CANDIDATES 6 days ago

In no particular order:

  • Rise Against
  • Strike Anywhere
  • Boom Boom Satellites
  • Billy Sheehan
  • Qomolangma Tomato
  • Sex Pistols
  • Depeche Mode
  • JELLY -> [I’m too lazy to copy the arrow thing, just know that they have an arrow in their name – a REAL one]
  • Dire Straits
So, there were LOTS more, but only these managed to meet the following criteria:
  • I have to really, GENUINELY love them and listen to them often.
  • They must make cool music, duh.
  • No depressing music or lyrics. Already had a favorite band whose vocalist swore never to write a happy song, so… yeah.
  • They mustn’t have stupid fans and a stupid reputation. This one’s always a tough one and that’s why lots of cool bands aren’t here.

So, which one of these bands do you guys think is the kewlest? O,o VOTE xDDD

Nov 18, 03:52AM PST | 0 comments


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not let others peoples negative attitudes affect my attitude CassieJaye wants to Eat less junk food buy my dream car Play the piano more excercise regularly learn how to do the moonwalk perfectly procrastinate less Get a Flixter Account! get Hannah Montanas phone number!!! learn to REALLY cook learn how to kiss maxlharris wants to be less picky Become a professional photographer roll down a hill in bubble wrap grow dreadlocks Become more healthy. pay off my student loans learn my bat-mitzvah portion lose 10 pounds in a week take better care of my skin find the meaning of life Learn Spanish Write more simplify my life Take a photo every day take care of others find myself, know myself and then be myself
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