I have a problem… a really big fucking problem. It’s not going anywhere, but neither am I, so I have to do something about it and I think I am ready now. I am so sick of it all, it used to be the only way I could cope with the pain but I do not want to hide anymore. I want to be brave and face the world on my own two feet. So that is what I am going to do.
This summer is going to be MY summer. The summer I learn to be by myself with myself… without anything extra. Just me. Something I have not yet learned. I am planning on using all this time to better myself, work towards my goals. I am planning on doing a lot of yoga and hopefully art, if I can muster enough creative energy. I just want to Create. I want to make something beautiful out of nothing, out of suffering I want to see something good.
I am terrified but exhilarated at the same time.
May 21, 2012, 06:00PM PDT | 0 comments
I feel so foggy and unclear lately. My entire life feels like a giant mist and I am lost in it. I need to clear my head, and I know I have a lot of work ahead of me in order to do this. I know what I have to do, it is just a matter of doing it. Yoga is a big part of it. Too bad I lost my yoga mat in my last move… tomorrow’s sole purpose is to acquire a new one. Small steps. One day at a time.
May 21, 2012, 12:14AM PDT | 0 comments
Still mulling this goal over, I know I want one, but I want to be absolutely sure of the design and placement. I have been reading some good things about a local tattoo artist by the name of Yoshi, at Tattoo Box. I think I will book a consultation soon, to get a feel for whether I like his work, and to figure out prices.
I have a design I am quite fond of – I just need to decide on the placement. Wrist, as I have always wanted… or hand? Hrmmm.
Sep 27, 2011, 01:52PM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
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