villevalo_gerardway

it depresses me that i always have to be the one to dump people so yes, this is sad and depressing i know but maybe one day someone will dump me instead of the other way round. i am an incredibly anxious and guilty person as it is, so as u can guess the end bit of a relationship is always a prob for me. and I ALWAYS have to do it.

i want to meet a killer. strangE? yes, but id love to. for instance, if you’ve seen the film Red Eye, or Interview With A Vampire, then you’ll know the kind of guy that i wanna meet. deep and poetic yet deluded and dangerous.

i admit i must be pretty insecure cos i spend my life crossing my arms and lately ive been covering my mouth when i smile which is a REALLY annoying thing to get into the habit of doing.