Today was brutal, but I’ve still got some good things. ;)
1. Nova goofing around in the back yard.
2. Getting a new Hoodie!
3. Going to see G tonight.
4. Homemade cupcakes. MMMMMmmmmmmm…...
vividdreams's Life List
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1. Work At Preventing My Depression From Relapsing
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2. Find More Passion In Life
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3. Find At Least One Thing Each Day That Makes Me Happy And Record It Everyday For A Year
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4. Improve My Self Worth
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5. Learn My Strengths And Weaknesses
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6. Learn How To Take Criticism Better
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7. Learn How To Deal With Confrontation Better
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8. Learn How To Stop Doubting Myself
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9. Stop Saying "Sorry" So Often
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10. Start Eating Healthier
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11. Lose 15 Pounds
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12. Finish My Photography Classes
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13. Build A Website For My Photography
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14. Create A Vision Board
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15. Design My Phoenix Tattoo
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16. Make A New Friend
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17. Go On A Vacation To Bora Bora
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18. Go On A Vacation To Australia
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19. Go On A Vacation To Italy And Greece
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20. Go On A Cruise To Alaska
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21. Learn How To Scuba Dive
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22. Learn How To Ride A Motorcycle
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23. Go Bungee Jumping
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24. Go Skydiving
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25. Make My Own Top 100 Movies List
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26. Make My Own Top 100 Songs List
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How I did it: I worked my way to improving my self esteem and self worth. After I had reclaimed 'me' I had to make the very tough decision on what was going to happen. I decided that I don't ever want to feel like I have for the past 8 months. With J it's pretty much a guarantee that it will happen again. With someone else it's a possibility. I chose the latter. It's been very hard, but it's better for me in the long run, and I accept that. Read how I did it…
Strength: I am very forgiving. (It’s part strength, part weakness…)
Weakness: I am terrible at standing up for myself. I’d rather feel bad then make someone else feel bad.
I’ve actually been on a motorbike now! Yay! So I can now say that, yes, I need to learn how to ride one, they are freaking awesome!
