I am constantly aware that I am crossing my legs, but I do it anyway. I also want to stop sitting with my knees up and sitting with one leg under me. I’ve been noticing a lot of blue veins showing up in my legs, so I would REALLY like to stop this.
Problem is: I do these things with my legs when I am cold and when I am uncomfortable (both of which happen a lot). I have an uncomfortable couch and an uncomfortable desk chair and my house is cold! And the most comfortable sitting position for me has always been with my legs up.
Anyway, I hear it takes 28 straight days of not doing something to break a habit. I will try to work on this…but I don’t foresee it going very well… bah!
Mar 06, 2007, 02:30PM PST | 0 comments
this has not been working for me. last night i turned off my computer at 4:30am and went to sleep even later. my goal is to go to sleep by 1am or 2am at the latest and try to be up at 10am or 11am. so this really is not considered “early” for most people, but it’s early to me! i am an unbelievable night owl, so i can’t set my expectations too high.
i do have the ability to wake up early when i need to (although it’s not pleasant)...but if i don’t need to i really prefer not to. especially because getting up early does not seem to make me go to bed any earlier!
i told myself a few weeks ago that i should get into the habit and make sure i turn off the tv and my computer by like 1am. i have yet to actually do so though…
Mar 06, 2007, 01:44PM PST | 0 comments
this scares me to no end. i’ve had minor relationships, slept with boys, and had feelings for boys … but i’ve never had a proper SERIOUS relationship with a boy. i’m 22. reason being: it scares me way too much.
having a boyfriend means i have to open up and let someone new into my life. it means i have to be vulnerable and that i have to share my feelings with someone else. it means i have to be emotionally close to someone. it means i have to let go of my fear of commitment. scary.
Mar 04, 2007, 11:52AM PST | 1 comment
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