... i cant seem to find any happines… no pills, no art, no music, no extra activities, no freinds have helped me overcome this… i have not found happiness with myself either. its hard to be happy or pretend to be happy when you dont even want to go home at night.. because you dont want to be put down again and not get a break from constant bashing.people tell me its will power and i can do it if i want it to happen but i want it to happen… and i really dont think happiness is as hard to acheive than this… i hate not being able to change it…. i need to get out of the house … i hate this.
vomitation's Life List
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1. stop being so lazy
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2. finish my portfolio
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3. draw more
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4. actively create more art even though i hate putting this down in goal form since i know if it stares me in the face everyday i will feel the need to actually make some progress on it
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5. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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6. get some sleep without pills
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7. have normal sleep habits
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8. To live instead of exist
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9. not feel empty
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10. stop dwelling on the past
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11. be happy with who I am
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12. be more intelligent
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13. be more confident
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14. not let people get to me
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15. be more productive
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16. stop procrastinating
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17. be more decisive
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18. be more independant
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19. improve my memory
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20. know something about everything
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21. Finish what I start
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22. minimize my material possessions
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23. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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24. get off the computer and go outside
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25. lay in the grass and stare at the clouds
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26. get kissed in the rain
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27. start over somewhere new
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28. get in shape
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29. shave my head once
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30. see more movies
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31. Love without fear
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32. loose weight
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33. Make a movie
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34. hack a computer
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35. consume less
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36. run a 10K
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37. Go skydiving
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38. start a revolution
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39. stop snacking
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40. get away from home
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41. Watch every episode of My So Called Life
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42. Get a tattoo
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43. Learn German fluently
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