vomitation




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vomitation's Life List

  1. 1. stop being so lazy
    402 people
  2. 2. finish my portfolio
    251 people
  3. 3. draw more
    2,328 people
  4. 4. actively create more art even though i hate putting this down in goal form since i know if it stares me in the face everyday i will feel the need to actually make some progress on it
    7 people
  5. 5. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    21,235 people
  6. 6. get some sleep without pills
    2 people
  7. 7. have normal sleep habits
    2 people
  8. 8. To live instead of exist
    11,669 people
  9. 9. not feel empty
    5 people
  10. 10. stop dwelling on the past
    116 people
  11. 11. be happy with who I am
    955 people
  12. 12. be more intelligent
    71 people
  13. 13. be more confident
    11,462 people
  14. 14. not let people get to me
    45 people
  15. 15. be more productive
    814 people
  16. 16. stop procrastinating
    30,013 people
  17. 17. be more decisive
    667 people
  18. 18. be more independant
    125 people
  19. 19. improve my memory
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    1,341 people
  20. 20. know something about everything
    11 people
  21. 21. Finish what I start
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    4,068 people
  22. 22. minimize my material possessions
    148 people
  23. 23. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
    2,122 people
  24. 24. get off the computer and go outside
    27 people
  25. 25. lay in the grass and stare at the clouds
    322 people
  26. 26. get kissed in the rain
    414 people
  27. 27. start over somewhere new
    64 people
  28. 28. get in shape
    10,217 people
  29. 29. shave my head once
    13 people
  30. 30. see more movies
    206 people
  31. 31. Love without fear
    1,867 people
  32. 32. loose weight
    5,022 people
  33. 33. Make a movie
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    3,119 people
  34. 34. hack a computer
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    501 people
  35. 35. consume less
    173 people
  36. 36. run a 10K
    1,131 people
  37. 37. Go skydiving
    7,727 people
  38. 38. start a revolution
    1,026 people
  39. 39. stop snacking
    72 people
  40. 40. get away from home
    5 people
  41. 41. Watch every episode of My So Called Life
    497 people
  42. 42. Get a tattoo
    22,045 people
  43. 43. Learn German fluently
    126 people
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be more happy
the impossible

... i cant seem to find any happines… no pills, no art, no music, no extra activities, no freinds have helped me overcome this… i have not found happiness with myself either. its hard to be happy or pretend to be happy when you dont even want to go home at night.. because you dont want to be put down again and not get a break from constant bashing.people tell me its will power and i can do it if i want it to happen but i want it to happen… and i really dont think happiness is as hard to acheive than this… i hate not being able to change it…. i need to get out of the house … i hate this.




 

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