the impossible
3 years ago
... i cant seem to find any happines… no pills, no art, no music, no extra activities, no freinds have helped me overcome this… i have not found happiness with myself either. its hard to be happy or pretend to be happy when you dont even want to go home at night.. because you dont want to be put down again and not get a break from constant bashing.people tell me its will power and i can do it if i want it to happen but i want it to happen… and i really dont think happiness is as hard to acheive than this… i hate not being able to change it…. i need to get out of the house … i hate this.
