w1ndyway

I hate to procrastinate something. but i just couldn’t stop it.

I tried 43 things since 5 months ago and all of my goals about Gerard Way. Funny I know,I achieve nothing. I haven’t met him yet,but Im still hoping.LOL

wtf? I mean, leave them alone. Idc…i don’t wanna know.

That would be the best thing ever in my life.

In the night we will have a dinner together and teasing each other.
In the morning I’ll make breakfast for all of ‘em.
In the afternoon we’ll not gonna meet.You know, they are busy.Me either.
But in the night (again) we’ll do it again: have a dinner together,joking,and all those funny things.And if we’re not too tired, we’ll watch horror movies together.I’ll give them pillows war!!

I dont have to sleep w/ gerard in the same room.Even I love him sooo much.And I miss him sooo far.I just wanna live with them.That’s all.
Everyday would be the greatest.
Hope it will be happen.

so what if this seems like impossible? well who cares? well I care.Nothing is impossible. aha, God loves me.He will give me a chance.lol

I know that Gee will not read all of this shit.But its okay =] “Gerard, if u fell in love with me…I’ll be the best gf ever in your life.I’ll never cheat or leaving you.Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you.I’ll give you everything you want.And support everything that you want to do”Aha.

Lol.Thats all nice and easy to say but hard to do.I’ll keep praying,hoping,working. Cheers for all the broken!

Knowing that i’ll spend all 7 night long with him make me want to faint.OMG !! that would be the best week ever.1 day,I’ll be silence.Or maybe pretending to be shy.aha

2 day,I’ll be more agressive (not too agressive I mean) but enough to be able to talk to him.haha

3 day, what would I do? idk.
because I still dont know when will this shit gonna happen.
Ok, before I meet him, I have to prepare my self.Learn all goddamn things.lol

Meet Gerard way is my 1 priority.Maybe it sounds funny but yes,I cant forget him and cant stop loving him.He always in my soul.I cant lived without him.If something bad happen to him,I’ll blame my self.I’ll be his guardian.lol
(I’m a teenage drama Queen)

Be a model is my 2 priority, thx to mrsandmrWay for making this goal.

sometimes I think I’m always dreaming.Cool to know that I have fell in love w/ something that I know will never or will happen some day.idk for sure.But if God loves me, He will give me a chance to meet him,date him,marry him then go to Newark (gerard’s hometown) as a honeymoon after got married.

But it will sad to me,if I know that Gee will marry another girl.Haha.

I’ll pray for him to God.
I support everything that Gerard will do or other things that gerard already done.
I hope I will learn all the Goddamn things.lol

I also the people who claiming that I love Gerard Way.So hard to forget him even only for 5 minutes…

I’m still in doubt when will I meet him for sure.But I still hoping.and will keep praying.But I still trying to get information about him without being a stalker.

My sister said that I can be a stalker.But I wont.I love him,I will let him do whatever he wanted.I’ll be happy for everything he did.Even he got married w/ other girl.Sadly,it’s not gonna be me.

But if God wanted it could be happen.(me marry him).lol