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I need to cut all ties with my ex, no contact. Because everytime we have contact i just get screwed over and pulled back into his trap. NO MORE

I think the reason I worry about what people think is because i’m so insecure..i’ve never been like this…since high school ended it’s like everything just stopped and I wasn’t the same…”dont’ care” chick. I want to become that girl again! And I think I’m goin to start taking the steps in order to do so.

I read a book called “How to eat like a hot chick” and it made me realize so many different things about my diet. Certain staples I hate been eating in my diet are actually really bad for you, even though I always thought they were great. Today I woke up late so I ate a salad, had detox tea, green tea, and a yogurt. Need to drink water water water! also i found out from this book that the typical female doesn’t need 2000 calories a day and it actually might make you gain weight! unless you are a marathon runner and run 12 miles a day and your metabolism is ridiculous. Yay for starting a new chapter in my life!