walkintheaisle

I am trying but it seems to be my answer to my stress. It is so natural to reach for a cigarette to relax me or help me through a situation. This is a sickness and I see that now. I’m really trying, no more excuses.

I am getting married in 3 months and I have gained a lot of weight over the last few months so now it’s crunch time for me and I’m failing. I don’t feel motivated at all and I am a little depressed so I have been eating to avoid my feelings. I really want to lose the weight and enjoy my wedding. My goal is to be able to look at my wedding pictures without crying. I need to lose 40 lbs.