wanderlustful

I don’t want goddamn A&F models, I usually go for the lazy stoner musicans subconciously. Oh well, this goal is pointless. How do I know if I can never get a guy? I don’t. I need to quit wanting guys that are too stupid not to want me, now thats a decent goal.

Too hard. I’m a cheating bitch at the moment, and I am going to be single as long as it takes til I can be vulnerable and put myself out there again. I don’t take criticism well, and dating is just opening up a world of hurt. I am single now, and well…I give up on being a girlfriend in general, yet alone a GOOD one.

I wasted so much time and energy with the stupid stoner. He was really attractive but a total tool. Hippies are unreliable, indecisive, and smelly. Avoid them at all costs. I could have been doing something valuable with my time like injecting heroin or jumping my car off of a 1200 ft cliff, instead I dated a hippie. Yuck, I feel unclean.