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be more confident
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love myself
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stop apologizing for being somewhat of an introvert
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To live instead of exist
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Stop caring what other people think of me
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increase class participation.
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drink milk everyday
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get atleast 2 A's this semester!
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How I did it: Oh well. I am in a public speaking class in a business school. This course was compulsory for graduation, and i have been dreading it for a long long time, because of my big fear of speaking. (Actually that is one thing that disturbed me a lot about my major)So anyway, what i did was for my first presentation, i delivered it on the topic of 'conquering your fears' and i gave my own example- that i am conquering my fear right now standing … Read how I did it…
How I did it: The best thing that works is standing in front of the mirror every morning and saying something good about yourself. And believing whatever you say. When i first began doing it about 8 months ago, i had no much i appreciated about myself. so then i forced myself to say and even pen down every tiny little bit that was precious to me, and about me, including my nails, my shoes etc. and with time i grew on to bigger things...my smile. my res… Read how I did it…
i did it this time with no apology. nothing. there was a big party very near my house and everybody i knew was coming from across town. so that nobody could understand why i didnt want to be there. but for once, i wanted a quiet saturday night. so i ignored the texts, put the phone on silent and let me be me with no explanations. and the best part is, i frankly didnt care which i always doo!
yeah i m almost there. except that tomorrow is my exam and all i can think of now is about the guy who called me bad stuff. and i feel so so down. i want to shut him out i sooo do! but it is not working.
which bring loadsa hope. Reading my two previous entries, i realized how much better my self esteem level is now. last i wrote, i was writing to actually be able to feel any love for myself, those entries are so desperate for love. now i can actually look inside and find something warm, some security, a sense of love that i knew i was lacking…that was so hard to evoke at the time when i wrote those previous entries.
Yess i still need to work on those thoughts. i still have to go a long long way and yesss i have hope now. yayyy me =)
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Sandra wants to Get on the Biggest Looser Australia!
write a song
find a pen pal
get a second job
do one thing every day that scares me
become a gigalo
eat healthier
drink tequila in mexico
paint my room
Get out of debt and stay out of debt forever
Ivymere wants to take dance classes
Find my destiny
read the New Testament
runescape
get my learner's permit
become an actress for the suite life of zack and cody
Learn how to French braid my hair
work less
take karate lessons
be thankful
get out of debt
Become A Professional Piercer
Whirly wants to See the Cubs win the World Series
i want to fall in love with someone who loves me as much as i love them!
excercise
