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My goal is to get a job that I don’t absolutely hate (like my last 2) by the end of this month (december) otherwise I will have to move back in with my parents. All I need is about $1,500 take home and I will be living comfortably. I don’t have any real skills or ‘qualifications’ or real ‘experience’. I’m 20yrs old, not going to college, and am horribly shy. I’ve searched and applied for jobs online but no responses yet. Any suggestions? How does one go about getting a job this time of year that isn’t seasonal?

I’ve been depressed for about 3-4 years now, and it’s gradually increasing. From what I’ve read it also sounds like I also have anxiety and social anxiety or phobia. I’m terrified of the thought of having to socialize with people. Lately I’ve been dreaming about commiting suicide, but I think I’d be too scared to actually do it. I ordered a $500 course from lucinda bassett for overcoming depression and anxiety but I am probably more depressed then when I got it. This state of mind is gradually wearing on me and my life seems to be dwindling away. I have no job, and no friends, and am always alone. I’m either going to get better or eventually kill myself or do something ridiculously insane like rob a bank. I have a counselor, but he doesn’t seem to really help at all. I despareatly want to change my life and myself, build my self confidence and belief in myself, and start socializing, but I have no clue where to start…...

I’ve somked alot of weed, done shrooms one too many times, and done coke once, and a few vicadins. I would say if you want to do alot of drugs you must do it for the right reasons. I wouldn’t recommend to do ‘alot’ of drugs, but I would suggest try smoking weed once and try shrooms once. But be very careful. Shrooms are NOT to be messed with. Shrooms are a deep spiritual mind expanding experience, but can go very wrong very quickly. If you value your sanity you will be very carefull and start with very small dosages of any drug you haven’t done before. But for the most part “drugs” like cannabis and shrooms can be very fun if done right, with the right attitude and right purpose, but when overendulged, or done for the wrong reasons they can be a very bad experience.