waynowino

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waynowino's Life List

  1. 1. Be myself
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    1,739 people
  2. 2. embrace every day
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    4 people
  3. 3. become emotionally independent
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    51 people
  4. 4. get out of debt
    11,011 people
  5. 5. be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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    5 people
  6. 6. Get fit and stay fit
    421 people
  7. 7. be grateful for what I have
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    45 people
  8. 8. learn french
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    10,589 people
  9. 9. be tidy
    61 people
  10. 10. become fluent in Welsh
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  11. 11. live in paris
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    825 people
  12. 12. speak 5 languages
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    141 people
  13. 13. make the world a better place
    755 people
  14. 14. Save money
    14,701 people
  15. 15. Solve a mystery
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    108 people
  16. 16. stop throwing clothes on the floor
    883 people
  17. 17. see Regina Spektor in concert
    56 people
  18. 18. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    18,579 people
  19. 19. learn to sing
    2,599 people
  20. 20. Study medicine
    67 people
  21. 21. be in a band
    1,490 people
  22. 22. be proactive
    158 people
  23. 23. Study more
    1,302 people
  24. 24. go backpacking
    512 people
  25. 25. write a book
    26,054 people
  26. 26. Pay It Forward, now
    4 people
  27. 27. invent something useful
    148 people
  28. 28. Learn some kind of martial art
    11 people
  29. 29. give more compliments
    251 people
  30. 30. be the best person that i can be
    9 people
  31. 31. Visit every country in the world
    365 people
  32. 32. To live instead of exist
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    10,882 people
  33. 33. get rid of stuff i don't need
    214 people
  34. 34. Finish what I start
    3,834 people
  35. 35. Get a tattoo
    20,257 people
  36. 36. get better at keeping in touch with people who are important to me
    697 people
  37. 37. Learn to play the piano
    7,426 people
  38. 38. lead a crazy and exciting life
    9 people
  39. 39. learn to drive
    6,125 people
  40. 40. Be on time
    942 people
  41. 41. Do really well in my MSc
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    1 person
  42. 42. travel alone
    370 people
  43. 43. sew my own clothes
    410 people
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embrace every day
When I do this I feel great... 15 months ago

but I waste too many days. I was thinking about this a few days days ago. I’d spent the whole morning playing my guitar. I wrote a song that I’m really proud of, about love and accepting change. I need to do that more often. If that means playing guitar, spending quality time with my friends, walking for hours around big old London, writing poems, doing my uni work, putting my heart and soul into my job or helping someones day with a smile or whatever. When I consider it I could slap myself for letting a day slip by. So I should be more proactive and express myself more.



Be myself
What could I possibly want more than this? 15 months ago

I’ve just left a five year intense relationship after falling madly in love with someone else – though there’s no new relationship there. And now I realise I don’t know who I am. I had this self image that I thought was genuine. But in all the heart break and stress I’ve been digging around inside my head and found that I have strengths and weaknesses I didn’t know. I think being with my ex made me too passive, I lost my anger and passion and I hardly noticed because I couldn’t be myself with her without us having a crap time. I’ve changed a lot without noticing. So my new mission is to get to know me again and really live my life according to who I am and not according to peoples criticisms – though I will try to bear them in mind.



be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
A dream but one worth having 15 months ago

Somewhere in the depths of my imagination I have this fantasy about being a new age guru floating through life imparting life changing wisdom. But that’s a load of rubbish. I just want peace.



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