weflyhigh21

is conflicted



I'm doing 27 things
 
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survive my long distance relationship
hallelujah! 2 months ago

i was dating my bf for 6 weeks before he had to go away for 6 weeks. so, the question was, could we survive the summer apart when we’d only been together for as long as he’d be away. Honestly, I had my doubts. This is both of our first summers as high school graduates, and we’ve both been having a lot of fun. but we stayed loyal, happy, and we’re just as strong as we were 6 weeks ago. Now he’s coming home in only 3 days (yes, this entry may be a bit premature, but come on…we’ve lasted 6 weeks i seriously doubt we’re going to break up now lol)!!! I’m completely happy with our decision to stay together_ And i’m SOOOO excited!!! He’s coming home!!!



lose weight (read all 4 entries…)
fuck me!!! 2 months ago

so i spent the week in miami with my mom, and i did really great. i walked 3-4 miles every morning, ate better than i’ve eaten in the past 5 years, and basically did everything right. i definitely feel smaller, and my mom says she sees it too.
So then, why the fuck do i come home and ive GAINED 3 lbs?! sure ive gained muscle. but goddamn. not exactly fucking motivation. ughhhh i am SO ready to just give up and be fat forever. at least then id get to eat chocolate cake all the time. and ice cream. and waffles. and hamburgers. and steak! and all the other wonderful glorious food i DIDNT eat in miami. life hates me!!!



stop being jealous of others
fuck the beach 2 months ago

idk…with a week of miami ahead of me, im kind of thinking this goal may be a bit over-reaching.



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