i’ve had my own photos taken (didn’t like getting pictures taken much then), met new people and did all the crazy and fun things. i’ve had more fun than i ever did in the past 3 years. i am trying to live instead of exist. i am still trying to overcome the hurdles that are in the way. things that make me just want to exist instead of living. wish me luck ;)
wildtenderness's Life List
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1. Read more
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2. Be less shy
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3. wear braces
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4. stop being angry at my boyfriend when he is busy
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5. Completely stop cursing
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6. make a difference
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7. Stop caring what other people think of me
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8. be courageous as often as possible
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9. stop procrastinating
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10. improve my writing
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11. learn not to get upset easily
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12. maintain great friendships
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13. Be a better friend
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14. Be a better friend to those who have been there for me
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15. smile more
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16. be more patient
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17. improve my english
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18. Beat my depression
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19. be more positive
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20. eat well
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21. be happier
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22. stop being scared
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23. Save money
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24. stop being so angry
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25. learn to sew
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26. expand my vocabulary
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27. To live instead of exist
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28. be more confident
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29. be a better person
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30. become a better person
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oh well, what can i say, i worry less nowadays. whenever i have a problem, i try not to focus much on the effect it has on me, instead i focus more on solving the problem and it works;) sometimes we have to stop thinking too much in order to worry less;)
i’m so pissed at my boyfriend. because when we texted just now, he asked me what i was doing and when i asked him back the same question, he said : ‘i’m typing’. it’s a hint that he wanted to do his work. okay fine, he is busy i get it. but what makes me sooo angry is that he’s not sensitive enough to my feelings. or is it me who’s being so sensitive here? sometimes i feel that he just doesn’t care much about me. and what makes me angry most is that i’ve never been busy enough to have to ignore or leave him for a while like he’s doing to me. my goodness, to sum it up…i’m just angry at myself. i guess.

