Red blinds.
I’m red blinds.
Red blinds
Reject me.
‘Go then.’
‘I’m going.’
Masochist dreamers,
Dream of you.
I dream of you.
Tell me,
Is she special?
Does she do everything for you?
I know you want someone who won’t.
But will,
By force.
I’m your drug.
I saw it
In the look you gave me.
What was it?
Hatred?
Anger?
Regret?
I regret.
I regret not grabbing you.
Not kissing you.
Not being everything to you.
Not showing you
What a masochist I can be.
I’m the red head.
I can wither on the ledge,
Just how you like.
But you love it less.
Because you know it’s me.
You could never love me.
Nov 18, 2008, 09:04AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Drink Champaign on staircases,
And never be a fool.
Ignore Spanish beauties,
I wish you could.
Dead mice under deadlines,
I guess that’s all I was.
Noir isn’t quiet in my top five,
But “I’ll Be Waiting” is quite a line.
You broke my heart in one dream,
And mended it in another.
You swept it across the floor in some,
And lost a piece in others.
I’m the fool
Who lives for your words.
You truly are
A teacher.
Your gritty truth.
A romance heart
Is all you have
To offer.
But a younger heart,
That so desires,
Is looking for a
Sense of fire.
You are broken,
Just admit it-
You don’t need
To hide yourself
Behind your humor.
You set yourself
Up for disaster.
But I can’t bear to see you fall,
Down our Champaign staircases.
Nov 18, 2008, 09:03AM PST | 0 comments
Catch My Heel
15 months ago
Catch my heel.
Catch my heel.
Catch me lying there.
Are you surprised that you were lying with me?
Just tell me -
Don’t joke.
You spoke too soon
And stopped too suddenly.
The silence struck me,
Struck me dead.
And while you walk behind me,
I pray that you say more than
Sorry.
And never stop
Walking behind me.
And never stop
Catching my heel.
Oct 30, 2008, 08:57AM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments
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