I need to come back to this. I keep eating even though it makes me feel disgusting.
Journaling on here makes it way easier.
Expect to see me a lot this week.
It’s spring break and I’m gonna need a lot of distraction from the kitchen.
| 1. |
become bulimic
13 entries . 1 cheer |
1,237 people |
| 2. |
be a photographer
1 entry |
813 people |
| 3. |
Save money
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14,799 people |
| 4. |
make foreign friends
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85 people |
| 5. |
learn to say I love you in every language
1 entry |
11 people |
| 6. |
become anorexic
22 entries |
3,880 people |
| 7. |
be more creative
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1,657 people |
| 8. |
Read more books
1 entry |
11,037 people |
| 9. |
learn a new word every day
1 cheer |
734 people |
| 10. |
engage in good conversation
1 entry |
3 people |
| 11. |
Donate blood
1 cheer |
2,598 people |
| 12. |
learn to play poker
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432 people |
| 13. |
be thin
1 entry |
1,105 people |
| 14. |
eat less food
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16 people |
| 15. |
get a collection going
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1 person |
| 16. |
Marry the love of my life.
1 entry |
867 people |
| 17. |
play my guitar more
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223 people |
| 18. |
Drink eight glasses of water each day
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1,734 people |
| 19. |
perform my poetry
1 entry |
6 people |
| 20. |
go to church EVERY Sunday
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194 people |
| 21. |
ride a trolly
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3 people |
| 22. |
lose weight
1 entry . 1 cheer |
36,631 people |
| 23. |
learn to beat-box
1 entry . 2 cheers |
156 people |
| 24. |
be a good dancer
1 entry |
66 people |
| 25. |
visit london
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811 people |
| 26. |
travel the world
1 cheer |
18,595 people |
| 27. |
become fluent in japanese
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438 people |
| 28. |
sleep less
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618 people |
| 29. |
see Coldplay live
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115 people |
| 30. |
Take a photo every day
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1,021 people |
| 31. |
have one secret that no one in the world knows
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17 people |
| 32. |
get my lip pierced
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1,026 people |
| 33. |
learn to fence
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520 people |
| 34. |
get dread locks
1 entry |
13 people |
| 35. |
pray more often
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516 people |
| 36. |
do yoga once a week
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44 people |
| 37. |
read the bible
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3,246 people |
I need to come back to this. I keep eating even though it makes me feel disgusting.
Journaling on here makes it way easier.
Expect to see me a lot this week.
It’s spring break and I’m gonna need a lot of distraction from the kitchen.
I’m back for a bit.
I know I need to stop this.
But I cannot.
I’m going to the doctor on Tuesday.
Cause my sister found out about me.
So…
raa..
we’ll see what happens.
fuck. I’m so angry. I’m trying to gradually ween myself away from food, which is dumb with Christmas and everything. but like I totally realized I overeat like no other. So I thought gradually weening myself away from food would be a good idea.
but I’ve been eating regularly lately and I hate it. I miss everything about the way I was.
I miss feeling dizzy.
I miss puking. Oh gosh I miss puking.
I miss my moods.
I don’t know. I just miss everything about it. And it seems morbid to me, but I miss it. I miss waking up being hungry, I miss it all! Raa. And today this chick was tellin me I’m not fat, then this guy chimed in “what youre not fat.” And I fucking hate it when people do that cause then I feel like its OK to eat.
But anyway by Friday I hope I’ll be able to eat nothing. Until then I’m gonna limit myself to one meal a day