wingsoflife

When I was in the 6th grade I used to cry everyday because I had this strong feeling that someone will harm me. I was a very negative thinker back then. The harm i believed that will be caused to me was the kind that would ruin my life. But now after 8 years I look back and smile thinking how silly I was. My dad says it was my imaginary fear. Yes, its true. Last year an astrologer told me that whatever things I imagine.The bad things will never occur in my life. That was quite reassuring. Today ,I am a confident girl but I know that somwhere in the tiniest corner of my heart I have FEAR.Though, over the years as I grew up, understood God and all the better things in life….my fears have reduced and changed. It has taken the form of WORRY. I’m walking boldly towards my goal with the promise of God in my heart. His promise is

• to give us his UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
• to give us UNLIMITED POTENTIAL

i have read this in DONALD NEALE WALSCH'S book CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD

Coming back to the promise…he says,

You are filled with fear—and your biggest fear is that My biggest promise might be life’s biggest lie. And so you create the biggest fantasy you can to defend your¬self against this. You claim that any promise which gives you the power, and guarantees you the love, of God must be the false promise of the devil. God would never make such a promise, you tell yourself, only the devil would—to tempt you into denying God’s true identity as the fearsome, judgmental, jealous, vengeful, and punishing entity of entities.
Even though this description better fits the definition of a devil (if there were one), you have assigned devilish characteristics to God in order to convince yourself not to accept the God-like promises of your Creator, or the God-like qualities of the Self.
Such is the power of fear.

I am living each day with the faith in God’s promise. It is an incredible experience. Sometimes I do waver away ,but then God is always there to bring us back.