wintersuun

It’s not a secret that I love England. Especially London. I have never been in there, but I really, really, really wanna go. I imagine myself being in there and I’d feel so fucking happy. Walk through those streets that I’ve seen in pictures on the inernet. Being near the Big Ben. Take a lot of pictures. Being amazed.
I know that if I ever go, it’d be next year. Or in 2013. I don’t wanna wait that much. Why do I live so far away from that city?

I’ve wanted to keep a journal since A LOT of years. Once I lasted 4 months or something. It’s quite wonderful to read all those stuff months later. And its even more wonderful to read all of the silly things that I used to write in my journal when I was 8 years old.
I wanna write again the things that goes through my mind and read them later. A book could come out of this, too. I wanna be 80 years old and laugh at the stupid and weird mind that I’ve got now.

I have a nikon D5000. Awesome, right? Well, the problem is that I feel like I suck at photography. I don’t wanna be like those girls that just for having a cool camera they feel like professionals photographers. I wanna learn about photography. I wanna go to classes about it even though I don’t know where the hell to go.
The only thing thats left to do is just keep practicing and taking pictures to everything. But not feeling like Im the best, because i know Im not. I know someday Im gonna be able to take amazing pictures.