the tale of two captains was spectacular indeed, and i will always carry a memory of V in my heart. but that was not to continue, not in this world, anyway, despite everything.
i am again wishing, dreaming to, immensely, selflessly, lustfully, passionately, fall in love.
i’ve practiced for it this year. next year should be easier.
i should also add that this time, i would love that union to actually be a union, not a tug and pull affair. i want it to be a healthy and functional relationship with an individual who is happy with himself, and is therefore also able to be happy with other people.
so help me God.
Amen
