Well, I’m 3/4 of the way through with my paramedic class. Our last day is at the end of August. And I just don’t feel ready. The closer I get to that day, the more scared I become that I will not do the right thing on the truck. We are half way through with the Cardiac Ch., which is (for almost everyone) the hardest of all, and it is horrible. I am STRESSED to the max. I can’t remember all the things I’m supposed to about the drugs. I just want to bust out crying sometimes because I feel like I’m not going to be prepared. And I rarely ever cry. I mean, how do they do it? How do they remember every little thing? I guess I’ve just got to apply myself more now than ever. It’s got to get better than this, if I just stick with it, right? My average has dropped to a 92, and I know it’s not bad, but I feel like I can do so much better than that.
I can say one thing though, I think I’ve pretty much got the rhythm interpretation down pat. I just need to learn those damn tx’s now.
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So, I want to become a morning person. I haven’t quite gotten the hang of it yet, but I’m being made to do it now. It’s for my career. I got a 2nd job and the shifts are from 6a to 6p, 3 days a wk. I can’t tell you how much it kills me to get up at 5am! I’m still hitting the snooze like 5 times before I am finally roused. If I could just find some motivation to get my feet to hit the floor as soon as I hear the alarm the 1st time, I would have time to take a shower in the morning instead of at night. That would probably make a big difference. But for now, at least I’m getting up earlier than I was.
So, I want to become a morning person. I haven’t quite gotten the hang of it yet, but I’m being made to do it now. It’s for my career. I got a 2nd job and the shifts are from 6a to 6p, 3 days a wk. I can’t tell you how much it kills me to get up at 5am! I’m still hitting the snooze like 5 times before I am finally roused. If I could just find some motivation to get my feet to hit the floor as soon as I hear the alarm the 1st time, I would have time to take a shower in the morning instead of at night. That would probably make a big difference. But for now, at least I’m getting up earlier than I was.
