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Has it come to the point where I have to stop doing drugs? I think if I want to start taking life a little more seriously then this must be done. How much farther may I have taken myself with out the weekend partying and the constant numbing of the mind? Sometimes really don’t think my problem is that bad. Then again if it’s something I want to “stop doing” then it’s probably worth an honest try. I honestly believe that it’s never too late. Starting this means first becoming a good example for those around me. No longer can I blame others. Strong I must be no matter who or what is going on around me.
People are not the cause of my problem. Rather those feelings of boredom and uncertainty must be felt and worked through. It is so much easier to numb things away and try to forget that we are human. I have so much to give and to learn about love, life and anything else that may be out there. I can’t do this anymore. The people that love me deserve more.