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x1on

One day I want to awaken from this nightmare



I'm doing 33 things
  

x1on's Life List

  2. 1. Make friends that are REAL friends
    1 entry . 9 cheers     		65 people
  3. 2. stay focused
    1 cheer     		226 people
  4. 3. stop thinking negatively
    5 cheers     		24 people
  5. 4. HAVE A REAL RELATIONSHIP
    1 entry . 10 cheers     		32 people
  6. 5. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
    1 entry . 22 cheers     		2,122 people
  7. 6. meet someone i can tell ANYTHING to
    1 entry . 21 cheers     		5 people
  8. 7. learn Korean
    1 entry . 6 cheers     		1,310 people
  9. 8. learn morse code
    2 cheers     		293 people
  10. 9. Kiss in the rain
    14 cheers     		15,299 people
  11. 10. simplify my life
    2 entries . 12 cheers     		1,223 people
  12. 11. stop being scared of the future
    1 entry . 22 cheers     		4 people
  13. 12. love my life
    3 entries . 26 cheers     		185 people
  14. 13. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
    2 entries . 23 cheers     		1,312 people
  15. 14. sell all the stuff i don't use
    1 entry . 13 cheers     		7 people
  16. 15. gain weight
    1 entry . 5 cheers     		3,116 people
  17. 16. Photograph 43 flowers
    1 entry . 13 cheers     		7 people
  18. 17. have intellectual intercourse
    1 entry . 13 cheers     		29 people
  19. 18. learn to SCUBA dive
    1 entry . 7 cheers     		2,718 people
  20. 19. find out what my blood type is
    8 cheers     		1,377 people
  21. 20. get my degree
    7 cheers     		526 people
  22. 21. Learn to fly a helicopter
    4 cheers     		293 people
  23. 22. ride in a helicopter
    1 entry . 7 cheers     		473 people
  24. 23. become a better and faster typist
    2 entries . 6 cheers     		2 people
  25. 24. list 100 things i want to do before i die
    3 entries . 10 cheers     		48 people
  26. 25. travel the world
    7 entries . 11 cheers     		20,753 people
  27. 26. Learn to fly
    4 cheers     		2,274 people
  28. 27. organize and tag my photos on flickr
    3 cheers     		5 people
  29. 28. Go Paperless
    2 entries . 3 cheers     		27 people
  30. 29. exhibit my art
    1 entry . 14 cheers     		25 people
  31. 30. Learn CAD
    2 cheers     		22 people
  32. 31. build a 3D printer
    3 cheers     		7 people
  33. 32. not have children
    1 entry . 7 cheers     		47 people
  34. 33. Disown my family
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		2 people

How I did it
How to buy a DSLR camera
It took me
6 years
It made me

How I did it: save alot .. of money. do your reasearch into what system you want to buy into. remember its not all about the body. you WILL replace it someday. choose what kind of lenses and others that will end up being a huge investment later. Read how I did it…

Dec 04, 2008, 11:14AM PST | 0 comments | 5 cheers


Recent entries
Disown my family
It's for the best... trust me

So.. My entire family is sick.. rampant alcoholic narcissists. and without getting to deep into the personal details… I’ve realized through therapy that walking away from the kaos and emotional damage is best. Every time i’ve set boundaries and tried to stay away from it, I get shamed and blamed for causing problems, being told i’m wasting my life by trying to finish my BS degree and get a good job… its ridiculous.

They are never going to get better, they are never going to be supportive. I have to work on my own life, i’m to busy to deal with their problems. i’ve always felt like a prisoner since I was a kid in this family. This may take a few years, but I think once I finish my degree and get a job in another city … I’m just not going to look back, its going to be the time to cut ties. Life is too short to be punished like this. i’m going to disappear and not look back. It’s for the best… trust me

Jan 28, 09:21PM PST | 1 cheer | 2 comments


Make friends that are REAL friends
Starting over

I thought I did this goal once before.. but I was completely wrong.. So now i’m starting over. I learned a lot in the past. And i’m going to use that knowledge in the future. I’m tired of knowing fake people. I’m tired of feeling I have to do all the work to make things happen… Real people will meet you half way.

Dec 27, 07:20AM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments


travel the world (read all 7 entries…)
Nippon! (Japan)

I’ve been saving for this trip for a while now. Im just waiting on my workplace to approve my vacation time so then I can buy tickets. I’m also lucky I have friends in this country, But I really need to brush up on my Hiragana and phrases…

Dec 22, 05:29AM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments


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I want to:

The world wants to...

find the most peaceful place on Earth improve my public speaking skills confused101 wants to Beat my depression get up on time learn to play the harmonica cast a spell on someone. go to the oscars watch southpark Strength train paint my kitchen Learn to cook create a non-profit organization make a collage shoemaker wants to have more self control find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year Sing figure out what clothes suit me and fit me Watch a Joan of Arcadia Episode i want to live in the wild embrace Upgrade my PC Become Financially Independent house ATLfemme wants to meet like minded people dream lucidly bellydance build an online portfolio read 12 books in 2010
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