I'm doing 10 things
its hard when u dont love urself.[[no one else can]]
i always think. when i become skinny, or pretty, or w/e. then someone will love me. && eventhough i think this, i know i already am. but i want someone to prove this to me. otherwise i wil just keep believing im unloved, and unwanted. a waste of air. and heres the best part..when someone tells me they want to love me, i push em away and tell them i dont want it. Maybe i want them to push harder and love me. idk? i have so much to offer but to who?
xXSociialButterflyXx's Life List
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1. fast for a week
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2. live in the moment
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3. be skinny
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4. go skinny dipping
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5. lose 30 lbs
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6. be beautiful
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7. beautiful
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8. be loved
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9. fast for 21 days
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10. stop being taken advantage of
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Recent entries
ive pretty much quiit. its been quite a few monthss. im not really sure.although seeing pics makes me want to do it agaiin. if i had a better way of hiding it i think id still be doiing it. but lately[[well for monthsss]] i havent found time or the want to hiide my scarss. but i really wanna do it agaiin.
By the way im on a 15 day fastt.. && if i can at the end of that.. i will continue until i have fasted for 21 dayss. :)
ive lost 2 pounds.
28 more to go
