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Overcome my eating disorder.
Untitled 20 months ago

basicly i stoped eating for months.my best friend whos like a brother to me tried to get me to eat but i hardly did.i lost so much wierght i was unable to walk i was hospitalized and wasnt released till i got abve fifty pounds…ive been released..but im still having difficultiesforcing myself to eat.every cumb that goes into my mouth i feel guilty about.right now im taking highschool classes online.most days i wake up scared.most nights i cry to sleep and i know i cant go on like this.im afraid to eat.im afraid to go on.i dont feel like theres any hope.im recovering but even the littlest things liek seeing some skinny kid bigger than me or seeing models or going on pro ana sites or sellign food or watching tv makes me want to starve myslef again and its realy hard to keep my self from doing so realy only my brother(realy close friend)have kept me from starving again he wont let me..not sure im grateful or not…

Mar 18, 2008, 01:25PM PDT | 0 comments


Stay out of the hospital
Untitled 20 months ago

to late….already back in the hospital….......again..

Mar 18, 2008, 01:15PM PDT | 0 comments


Attempt suicide
Untitled 20 months ago

im shy im timid.my mother is dead.ive been abused and still am by my uncle and my dad.ive been bullied all my life.i have several mental illnesses.i take medicine for them so i can function in society….but it makes me worse..i dotn even know who i am..but i know the past is coming back and it hurts liek hell.ive already attempted suicide several tiems along with drugs cutting alcohol anorexia and beating myself…maybe one day ill just die.i may only be 14 but i know what i want

Mar 18, 2008, 11:48AM PDT | 2 cheers | 3 comments


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Keep a vegan household Be a better friend Get singing lessons Run every day Stop skipping breakfast Experience more local events Send a postcard to Postsecret shoegarbare wants to get a haircut express gratitude daily renew my faith pass the bar write a book and have it published Do something new every month These people wants to do the SELF Challenge! watch the sunrise on the beach get a masters degree lose 6 pounds learn to read japanese eat slower watch all episodes of X-men evolution write a novel Learn Alchemy visit nepal learn feng shui Joseph Dress wants to lose weight Practice Yoga learn how to type fast without looking at the keyboard decriminalize prostitution
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