I'm doing 18 things
Untitled
21 months ago
same here.
xXxRawrBabyxXx's Life List
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1. meet a really hot bisexual emo guy that loves me more than life
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2. be in a Harry Potter movie
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3. have more friends
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4. Recover from bulimia
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5. be beautiful
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6. Stop throwing up
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7. Overcome my eating disorder.
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8. hold hands
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9. meet sasuke uchiha
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10. Make love.
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11. Kiss in the rain
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12. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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13. go raving
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14. go clubbing @ Ibiza
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15. get an emo haircut
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16. meet emo guys
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17. make out with a emo guy!!
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18. get really really skinny
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Recent entries
Bulimia
21 months ago
I’m bulimic, I’ve been purging altogether for a year now, but before I never stuck to it. I would just purge for like a few days after every meal but then I’d get tired and stop. It was about a month and a half ago now that I started purging again, and this time I havent stopped. Now I feel like I CANT stop. But its complicated cuz half of me wants to stop and recover, but half of me wants to keep doing it. I’ve so far lost nearly a stone in weight. I really hate the feeling of having food inside me. I feel all bloated and really fat. Its disgusting. But I do want to stop purging because of the effects its having on my body. It really scares me to think about it. But now I feel like I don’t want to eat at all. I sometimes feel it’d be easier if I just didn’t eat instead of making myself sick… but at the same time I do want to recover… but I just don’t want to eat.
