disgusting...
14 months ago
okay i now officially HATE long weekends.
i really dont know what happened to me….i just ate and ate im soo embarrassed/repulsed.
it was more than overeating it was like a full on binge.
then i felt so disgusting and tried to be sick. i know that was stupid but i felt sooo disgusting. but i couldnt get rid of it and now i feel even worse. i dont know what is making me feel worse – the fact i ate soo much or the fact i couldnt get rid of it.
so now im stuck with all this fatness and its disgusting. im scared to open my mouth in case i cant stop eatinng again. im too scared to even weigh myelf again because im scared how much weight ive put on in jst 2 days!
i really dont know what to do.
May 05, 2008, 11:33PM PDT | 2 comments
im down to 117lbs!! im soo chuffed lol this was my target for the weekend but im gonna try and be 116lbs now cuz its only thursday!
=]
i dont notice any difference to what i was and what i am now but i put on my size 10 jeans last night which were skintight before and i had to changee my jeans as they were falling off me!
i was so proud lol
anyhooooos good luck today everyone =]
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Apr 30, 2008, 11:37PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
i think i have the hang of this now!
im 118 still but i have only eaten bout 400 cals today which is good =]
breakfast – apple
tea- poached egg on wholemeal toast
2 cups of tea
and im just away to do my step machine and some arm exercises.
i think im finally past my bingeing i just keep drinking tea or brush my teeth when i feel one coming lol
hope everyones doing well =]
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Apr 30, 2008, 11:54AM PDT | 4 comments
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