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okay i now officially HATE long weekends.

i really dont know what happened to me….i just ate and ate im soo embarrassed/repulsed.

it was more than overeating it was like a full on binge.

then i felt so disgusting and tried to be sick. i know that was stupid but i felt sooo disgusting. but i couldnt get rid of it and now i feel even worse. i dont know what is making me feel worse – the fact i ate soo much or the fact i couldnt get rid of it.

so now im stuck with all this fatness and its disgusting. im scared to open my mouth in case i cant stop eatinng again. im too scared to even weigh myelf again because im scared how much weight ive put on in jst 2 days!

i really dont know what to do.

im down to 117lbs!! im soo chuffed lol this was my target for the weekend but im gonna try and be 116lbs now cuz its only thursday!

=]

i dont notice any difference to what i was and what i am now but i put on my size 10 jeans last night which were skintight before and i had to changee my jeans as they were falling off me!
i was so proud lol

anyhooooos good luck today everyone =]

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i think i have the hang of this now!

im 118 still but i have only eaten bout 400 cals today which is good =]

breakfast – apple
tea- poached egg on wholemeal toast

2 cups of tea

and im just away to do my step machine and some arm exercises.

i think im finally past my bingeing i just keep drinking tea or brush my teeth when i feel one coming lol

hope everyones doing well =]

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