x_tinybones

i was supposed to see brand new tonight in cleveland
&i bought my ticket months ago.
but now i don’t have a ride&the kid that would bring me can’t get a ticket cause they’re sold out.
UGHHH#$^x%x :[

okay.
i weigh probably 86 now, since i most likely gained everything over break that i had lost.
ugh. its so depressing.
honestly i think about my weight&being thin more than anything.
jfdsaljfsalk.
i’m 4’11”
and since i obviously have no self control anymore.
anyone wanna be ana buddies? [:
www.myspace.com/lizzie9wb
&i have xanga.
orrr my AIM’s curb stomppppp and itssxelectricc.
i only get on here on my school computer.
so be sure to contact meee. :]
stay strong. <3

i’m 25 hours into my fast.
i’m not sure how long i’m going.
maybe until wednesday?
not sure yet.

stay strong. <3

i fasted for 51 hours.
not too bad i suppose.
i think i may go run in a few.
current bmi is 16.8
stay strong ladies. <3

i can’t stand myself.
i’m so weak.
fasting starting now.
atleast until 1:00 friday.

honestly i hate my body more than ever before.
i always feel fat.
my favorite shirts look gross on me.
fsafklaj.
i HAVE to lose a ton for summer.
i want to be 80 again.

I will be fat forever. I fucking hate weekends gosh damn it.
I want to kill myslef.

i’ve nearly done this a million times.
but usually think i don’t deserve him and fuck shit up.
i may be hanging with the most adorble guyy tonight.
which i will not fuck up. [:
<3

i wanna meet jesse so bad.
brand new is amazing.
<333

i reallyyy wanna get mine pierced but i’m afraid;
i heard it hurts horribly..

blahh. :[
i have noo self-control.
i want to be skinny so bad, i have no idea why i can never hold out and reach my goals.
asdfghjkl;