No more boyfriend :(
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1. tidy my bedroom
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2. Read more books
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3. get out of debt
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4. get a job
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5. get more piercings
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6. be less depressed
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7. stop having nightmares
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8. lose weight
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9. cook more often
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10. Get a tattoo
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11. die
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The loan doesn’t bother me. If I’m ever earning enough (ha!) to make payments on that my problems will be over.
I just want to get out of my overdraft and have a little buffer of money in my savings account. I used to have a big lump of money in there and it made me feel so safe. Then I spent it all on living expenses because nobody told me I was eligible for benefits. I haven’t slept well in two years for worrying about money. It’s not even a big debt there’s just no way to get rid of it!
Living on incapacity benefit sucks. After paying my rent and bills I have £25/week to cover food, any clothes I need, transport . . . it’s not impossible, but it’s impossible for me. Finding and holding-down a job is also impossible for me, hence getting incap, but there has to be a way. I want to support myself, dammit!
