after getting up the courage to ask out my crush, we went out for like 2 months. and it was the best two months of my life. we seemed to be very good for eachother. all of his friends told me how happy he was, and i talked to his sister, who said that he actually smiles when she’s with him. I thought that we had something special. then all of a sudden, he comes over to my house and tells me that he needs some time of his own, and breaks off our precious relationship. he told me that i made happier than anyone ever has, he told me that he had feelings for me that he had never had for anyone, and he told me that he cares about me. but that he just needs some time to himself. okay, it’s been like 2 weeks without him, and i haven’t received a phonecall, or anything. this sux.
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1. get my lip pierced.
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2. heal the wounds of my heart
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3. learn to breakdance
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4. To live instead of exist
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5. live simply
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6. get my driver's license
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7. see the northern lights
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8. just have fun
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9. Learn to fly
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10. share quotes
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11. Fall in love
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12. love myself
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13. destroy fascism
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14. feel understood on a deep level
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15. find myself
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16. stop sabotaging my own happiness
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17. learn to play the synth
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18. Create my own techno music
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19. go paintballing
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20. get my teaching certificate
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21. expand my vocabulary
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22. Go skydiving
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23. Make new friends
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24. Learn to play the drums
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25. Get a drum kit
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26. hang glide
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27. stop procrastinating
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28. Stop wearing my heart on my sleeve!
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29. own every cd kmfdm has ever made
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