My dog run away, and I cannot give him my time. I am numb, he has been gone. I shed my tears. However i accept. I hope the best for him. I want him to be happy. I know with me he wasn’t. My family would constantly lock him up. I didn’t have much time to give. I worked and went to school. I never took him to the dog park. I know someday we will be reunited. I do miss him, and am sensitive talking about his. This made me a stronger person. I now know what its like to loose something important. He was my life. “if he dies, i will die” I would say. I know he is happy, he is never gone in spirit. Always there. I love him, and wont love anything as much, except god, who is taking care of him. Now all i can do is honor him and hold on to the good memories we shared because i don’t know when i will see him again or how he will be the next time i see him. I love him too much to say it calmly.
xcocoboix's Life List
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1. Eat healthy. Cook a family meal 2x a month.
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2. Have mucisian's ear
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3. Read 600 wpm
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4. be the best at anything
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5. sing
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6. be funny
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7. open my chakras
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8. be very talkative
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9. write alot
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10. explore spiritualism
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11. become a hacker
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12. always be happy
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13. get scholarship/not be lazy
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14. read a 2 books every week
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15. not be lazy
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16. have more fun
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17. be consistent
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18. be creative
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19. underatand the brain/psycology
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20. be an artist/musician
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21. go to gym
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22. be loud/creative
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23. play guitar really well
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24. draw beautifully
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25. be smart
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26. learn the art/politics/math
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27. be really good at math/mental math
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28. be organized
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29. understand philosophy
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30. learn to longboard
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Recent entries
...no longer do this.
2 weeks ago
hmm..
6 months ago
haven’t found out what he like yet, beside walking, so i read for 45 minutes than walk all day long.

