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Ack, i’m a teen and naive. I knew i was going to have a surgery on something i had since birth and it was through my mouth so i figured i would eat all i want and loose it over the summer when i couldn’t eat.
so i went up to like 130. I was 98 pounds in freshman year, and maybe 103 in shophmore year. i gained it in about a year i guess. After the surgery i lost 15 pounds. and now i’m like 117 which is a fine weight for some people but my body structure and compared to how i was 103 when i was eating normally, doing hardcore exercise and cardio on the canoe paddling team, i feel unhealthy. doesn’t help that i quit paddling because some of the girls were being… not nice. XD
it’s so hard, i’m used to eating whatever, and i’m too lazy to get back into sports… i don’t know what i’m going to do. I’m not really bad, but i don’t feel good. Like energy wise, but the fact that my clothes don’t fit doesn’t help my self esteem either. I just want to feel healthy. Not excessively skinny, just healthy.
