xemetrix

This is one issue that holds me back from almost everything available to me in this lifetime….procrastination. Why do I find it difficult to do simple things that would only take a few minutes? I feel like I need someone to kick me in the butt and make me do things…someone I couldn’t just say no to…someone who would help to show me that things aren’t so hard to do and its nice to have them done. I think I’ve lost my conscience or something.

Ok, I’m down to no excuses for my horrid sleep schedule. It is never normal and I cannot figureout what to do to fix it. Sleep aids don’t work and not eating before bed hasn’t done the trick…I think I need to be tired when it is time for bed. This all started when I was promoted from an automotive body repair person to the shop manager spot that I have now. My body used to be tired when I got home and I would fall asleep and wake up normally. Now, since I am not very active at work…I am not tired at all when I come home. I proceed to get on the internet and play computer games and never actually get tired. In the past…the times I DO get to work on time..I was totally drunk the night before and wake up without any issues. Problem is…I don’t drink very much. I slept 13 hrs. yesterday and 15 hrs. today. Both through work and I need to fix this now.