I'm doing 31 things
I used to cry almost every day – sometimes two or three times a day. I didn’t understand what was wrong with me; I would break down over the smallest thing that happened to me. In the end, it turned out that I was actually suffering from a major form of depression, and have been on medication for nearly two months now. I’ve only cried once since then, and that was only because I was in a situation that meritted it. I’m glad after so many years that I was finally able to solve this problem.
xeverywherex's Life List
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1. overcome my fear of public speaking
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2. Improve my self-esteem
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3. feel pretty
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4. learn spanish
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5. Learn to play the piano
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6. learn to draw
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7. read the classics
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8. wear skirts more often
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9. Dress better
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10. write a novel
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11. Take an Acting Class
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12. learn german
1 entry . 1 cheer5,236 people -
13. learn to sing
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14. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
1 entry . 1 cheer7,969 people -
15. exercise 3 days a week
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16. travel through Europe
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17. Beat my depression
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18. Lose 10 pounds
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19. go to Columbia University
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20. fall in love
27,009 people -
21. lose my virginity
1,320 people -
22. be a size 6 again
9 people -
23. give myself a make-over
115 people -
24. stop hating myself
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25. make a scrapbook of my favorite things
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26. To live instead of exist
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27. Go to an Ivy League school
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28. Waste less time
528 people -
29. get thin
583 people -
30. be happy with myself
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31. create the soundtrack to my life
1,910 people
Recent entries
I recently started watching a lot of tutorials and online lessons…I’m still a little too shy to take actual lessons, but i might try them once I start to feel a little more comfortable with what I’m able to do.
I’ve been going through a whole wardrobe upheaval since the start of the school year. Every month or so I’ll go shopping and buy a few really nice things, and in turn get rid of some things that I’m not very proud of owning (haha). Anyways, I’ve been starting to get compliments when I wear these new things. I’m hoping by the end of the summer that I can finally say that I “dress well”. I have a hard time determining what looks good, so I’ve started paying really close attention to people whose fashion sense I admire, and then going out to try and buy similar things.
