I'm doing 5 things
I gave up on this a while back, i’m re-opeing it.
NEVER give up on love :D
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1. fall deeply in love
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2. i want to do something worth dooing!
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3. I want to make my friends and family proud.
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4. I want a real relationship.
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5. Forgive myself.
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How I did it
It made me
Lol, tht was wierd. 
How I did it: I didn't hehe. 150 maximum?? That sucks.. lalalalallalalalalalallalalalalalalalal... yeeeh.... lol.BORED.Oh my gosh i sill need to write some MORE.Kay how is everybody? You dooing good? Contact me or something i wanna talk to you!!! Read how I did it…
It made me
smile :) 
How I did it: I didn't do much, just got on with my life. Everyone thinks it's going to hurt forever, but it's not. It may always still be there a little, but it won't hurt half as much - if at all. And hopefully you will look back and laugh at how you thought it would matter forever. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
I think it’s time to let go and stop beeing so hard on myself. I just made SO many mistakes over the last few years of my life, things I can never take back. It’s really hard for me to rebuild my self-esteem, but i’m trying and I think the first step is to move on and realise that I am changing. I can be the person I want to be. :)
All my relatonships with men have been a complete waste of time. I want a mature relationship, that lasts more than a few months. Need to find the right guy i s’pose. I guess some of the problem is me, but I just need to find someone who loves me for all my wierd flaws and even my insecurities. And I will love them for all theirs.
