Gemma

is hoping that everything's going to turn out okay...



I'm doing 28 things
 

Gemma's Life List

  1. 1. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
    43 entries . 20 cheers
    877 people
  2. 2. be more considerate of others
    4 entries . 32 cheers
    15 people
  3. 3. Beat my depression
    49 entries . 224 cheers
    1,526 people
  4. 4. See The Mighty Boosh play live
    2 entries . 13 cheers
    9 people
  5. 5. Rediscover the things that inspire me
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    1 person
  6. 6. Post about random, funny and strange goals I come across on 43T.
    4 entries . 22 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. love myself
    2 entries . 151 cheers
    3,425 people
  8. 8. take 43 self portrait photographs where you cannot see my face
    12 entries . 18 cheers
    70 people
  9. 9. abolish stereotypes
    1 entry . 56 cheers
    10 people
  10. 10. figure out what i want to do with my life
    2 entries . 39 cheers
    2,646 people
  11. 11. move out of my parents' house
    2 entries . 29 cheers
    1,244 people
  12. 12. Express my Creativity
    3 entries . 107 cheers
    74 people
  13. 13. experiment with different types of eye-make up.
    9 entries . 10 cheers
    1 person
  14. 14. identify 100 things that make me happy.
    7 entries . 27 cheers
    1,756 people
  15. 15. Pass my A-levels
    2 entries . 16 cheers
    43 people
  16. 16. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
    38 entries . 10 cheers
    294 people
  17. 17. Collect a healthy ransom for the return of the jade monkey! (mwahaha)
    2 entries . 16 cheers
    1 person
  18. 18. commit random acts of kindness
    31 cheers
    229 people
  19. 19. record my dreams
    1 entry . 19 cheers
    309 people
  20. 20. Reply to the comments people have left on my entries.
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    2 people
  21. 21. dance like a pygmy goat:D
    15 cheers
    1 person
  22. 22. compile a 100-things-about-me list
    5 entries . 15 cheers
    612 people
  23. 23. Randomly drop quotes from Smiths lyrics into everyday conversations
    1 entry . 15 cheers
    11 people
  24. 24. write more poetry
    17 cheers
    833 people
  25. 25. get a job
    4 entries . 16 cheers
    8,159 people
  26. 26. remember to take my medication
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    7 people
  27. 27. Post 43 lyrics I like.
    3 entries . 8 cheers
    5 people
  28. 28. Celebrate with Ellie as she turns 19 on July 25th!
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    21 people
Recent entries
take a break from 43 things (read all 2 entries…)
I apologise for the abundance of depressing entries lately. 4 days ago

I don’t feel like I have anything positive to contribute here right now, and people are probably sick of my moaning, so I’m going to back off a little.

To be honest, I don’t feel like I’ve been contributing to 43T properly for a long time, not like I used to anyway. I remember a while back I used to help people out a lot on here, now I just have no energy and I feel like I have nothing worthwhile to say…

I may check up on the random questions goal every now and then if I’m bored, but there are some of my goals (namely the “daily positives” one) that I can’t do right now because of how I feel.

Well I guess I’ll see you guys around.
Take care…


Beat my depression (read all 49 entries…)
I can't do this... 5 days ago

Not without him.

Not to mention the fact that I can’t get a job, I’m going to fail my A levels and not be allowed back into college next year. Seriously my whole life is falling apart right before my eyes. I can’t cope…

I don’t want to live anymore :’(

In the last couple of days I have managed to force myself not to jump in front of oncoming vehicles, and to stay away from the large packet of sleeping tablets but I don’t know how much longer I can resist these suicidal urges… :(


get him back (read all 2 entries…)
Typical me. 6 days ago

Everything was going okay… and then I mess up, again! I hate myself so much right now :(

What is fucking wrong with me? Why do I drive away the one good thing in my life??

If you’re reading this… I really do love you, and I am SO sorry about what’s happened. I hope you’re ok. I’m really worried about you :(


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