I don’t feel like I have anything positive to contribute here right now, and people are probably sick of my moaning, so I’m going to back off a little.
To be honest, I don’t feel like I’ve been contributing to 43T properly for a long time, not like I used to anyway. I remember a while back I used to help people out a lot on here, now I just have no energy and I feel like I have nothing worthwhile to say…
I may check up on the random questions goal every now and then if I’m bored, but there are some of my goals (namely the “daily positives” one) that I can’t do right now because of how I feel.
Well I guess I’ll see you guys around.
Take care…
5 cheers | 4 comments
Not without him.
Not to mention the fact that I can’t get a job, I’m going to fail my A levels and not be allowed back into college next year. Seriously my whole life is falling apart right before my eyes. I can’t cope…
I don’t want to live anymore :’(
In the last couple of days I have managed to force myself not to jump in front of oncoming vehicles, and to stay away from the large packet of sleeping tablets but I don’t know how much longer I can resist these suicidal urges… :(
3 cheers | 10 comments
Everything was going okay… and then I mess up, again! I hate myself so much right now :(
What is fucking wrong with me? Why do I drive away the one good thing in my life??
If you’re reading this… I really do love you, and I am SO sorry about what’s happened. I hope you’re ok. I’m really worried about you :(
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