Gemma

Anyone can! Woohoo! :D

This one’s from a long time ago, but I found it when I was randomly looking through my pics and thought it was appropriate.

_{Erm my wrists don’t look that great anymore… they’re slightly more scarred :/}

Using the oven after the consumption of a substantial amount of intoxicating liquor is not recommended.

Maybe if I’d been sober I’d have noticed the massive hole in the oven glove! lol

*caresses the burn on her finger* :(

Today I walked into a glass door because I thought it was open… I soon found out it wasn’t (and painfully so)...

_{To be fair the glass was amazingly clean, and I wasn’t fully concentrating on where I was going lol}

There has been something of a mass exodus from my subscriber list recently. I’ve gone from 86 down to 81!! Wah :(

Bye everyone…

What’s your favourite movie soundtrack?

This song is so cute and cheerful. Clicky to listen :)

_{Oh in five years time we could be walking round a zoo
With the sun shining down over me and you
And there’ll be love in the bodies of the elephants too
And I’ll put my hand over your eyes, but you’ll peek through}

And there’ll be sun, sun, sun
All over our faces
And sun, sun, sun
All over our bodies
And sun, sun, sun
All down my neck
Oh and sun, sun, sun
So what the heck

Cos we’ll be laughing at each others silly little jokes
And we’ll be laughing about how we used to smoke
All those stupid little cigarettes
And drink stupid wine
Cos it’s what we needed to have a good time

But it was fun, fun, fun
When we were drinking
It was fun, fun, fun
When we were drunk
And it was fun, fun, fun
When we were dancing
It was fun, fun, fun
Oh it was fun

Well then I look at you and say
This is the happiest that I’ve ever been
And I’ll say I no longer feel I have to be James Dean
And she’d say
Yeah well I feel pretty happy too
And I’m always pretty happy when I’m just kicking back with you

And it’ll be love, love, love
All through our bodies
And love, love, love
All through our minds
And it’ll be love, love, love
All over her face
And love, love, love
All over mine

And though its nearly all these moments are just in my head
I’ll be thinking ‘bout them as I’m lying in bed
And I know that none of it will even come true
But in my mind I’m havin’ a pretty good time with you

Oh, in Five years time
I might not know you
In Five years time
We might not speak
Oh, In five years time
We might not get along
In five years time
You might just prove me wrong

But there’ll be love, love, love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love, love, love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love, love, love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love, love, love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love, love, love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love, love, love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love, love, love

Wherever you go there’ll be love

21. Beetroot freaks me out. It makes me shudder.
22. I constantly feel the need to change aspects of my appearance, but never seem satisfied with the end result. Right now I feel in desperate need of a complete makeover!
23. I like to cuddle :)
24. I tend not to face up to negative things and I just push them to the back of my mind in the hope that they’ll dissapear.
25. I’m always broke.

I seem to be living in the mindset of that if I pretend the problems don’t exist then they will go away. Let’s face it, that isn’t gonna work is it?

I seriously need to sort my life out…

_{(This mainly concerns thesethreegoals, but there are other things)}

I’ve been something of a junk food fiend recently. Seriously, I’ve done the lot – pizza, takeaways, subway “sandwiches”, and obviously McDonalds.

Yes, I know it’s the summer holidays, and I’m allowed to overindulge to a certain extent but if I am going to stuff my face I’d rather do so with some quality food than this crap… god knows what’s actually in it. Tastes pretty good though lol

Having said that, I had a Big Mac today and now I feel a little sick… so no more McDonalds for Gemmery starting from, now!

Has anyone seen the new Orangina advert?

Dont you think that it’s just wrong?

It creeps me out. Ugh… seriously, I am never gonna drink that stuff again!

Alas, I have missed you all… but I’ve been rather busy partying and chilling out with my friends and my lovely boyfriend. What can I say, life is pretty good right now :)

Haha, I love the way I’m just ignoring the fact that I actually need to start looking for a job and sorting my future out… meh it can wait a little while longer. Maybe… Yeah, I’ve pretty much mastered the art of avoidance by now!

Anyway, hope everyone is doing well :)

_{Ooh I just noticed that the little bar thingy at the top has been re-designed… I like :)}

Two E’s and a U.

How shit.

*gives up on goal*

I have to figure out what I’m going to do now, I guess I’ll have to get a full time job or something…

God, I’m dreading it… I’m pretty sure the outcome is not going to be good :(

I’m really looking forward tonight. In a minute I’m off into town to meet up with a couple of my best friends, then we’re going to the cinema at about 5ish.

Once the movie’s finished we’re meeting up with a few others then we’re off to hit the bars and PARTAY! :D

*does a celebratory dance*

I just want to fucking kick someone…

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_{Breathe Gemma, Breathe…. :(}

Okay, so on a scale of 1 to 10 (1 being extremely straight, 10 being extremely gay) how gay are you??

A good friend of mine is like… an 11 lol. We were having a discussion about this, and she was telling me about how she can’t even bear to think about heterosexual sex, or gay sex or basically anything sexually involving men.

Hmm well you can half see my face I suppose, but not completely (so it still counts)... and that’s probably for the best because from what you can see it looks like I have a really weird facial expression lol :P

It was at Mexx (clothes shop for any of you that don’t know). I thought it went pretty well, although I haven’t heard back from them yet :(

I’m getting annoyed now. It seems that no matter how hard I try NO ONE will employ me. My mum thinks it’s because of the scars on my arms… which I have been trying to cover but it’s difficult. I guess no one wants a “crazy person” working for them :/

Seriously though, I’m not being mean or anything but I’ve come across people with jobs who are pretty stupid and cant seem to even communicate with others… I’m intelligent, I’m friendly, I have communication skills… so WHY the hell can’t I get a job???

*sigh*

Anyone got any advice as to how I can improve my chances?

I’m more or less remembering to take my tablets every day now.

I may have skipped the occasional dose due to coming in late and being too tired… and the fact that my mum stashes the tablets away in a secret place doesn’t really help because I have to go ask her to get them for me lol, but I guess she has her reasons for doing that.

There’s definitely been an improvement anyway. Now all I need to do is keep this up for, well, probably the rest of my life. lol… yay for me.