Krestian Random




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  1. 1. Visit Japan
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  2. 2. Create a nanoassembler
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  3. 3. be fun
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  4. 4. find purpose
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  5. 5. become a famous musician
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  6. 6. LOVE WHO AND WHAT I AM
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  7. 7. be truly multi-lingual
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  8. 8. be positive
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  9. 9. not have to worry about money
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  10. 10. Read all the books in my
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  11. 11. get in shape
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  12. 12. get out of debt
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  13. 13. exercise more
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  14. 14. take a real vacation
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  15. 15. be rich.
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  16. 16. win the lottery
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  17. 17. sleep!
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  18. 18. watch all the movies in my to-watch list
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  19. 19. learn to play piano
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  20. 20. Learn to cook
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  21. 21. keep my apartment clean and organized
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  22. 22. keep the house clean
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  23. 23. Survive my divorce and come out a better person, a better father, and a better human being
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  24. 24. be a good father
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  25. 25. build or help build a synthetic intelligence
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  26. 26. Keep an open mind
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  27. 27. learn to cook. Really cook.
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  28. 28. try new things in bed
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  29. 29. keep my house clean
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  30. 30. drink more water
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Recent entries
be in love (and be loved in return) every day for the rest of my life
oh well... another lesson in life... 3 years ago

is that “loving” and “being in love” are not the same thing. Being in love is great, but it hurts just as much, when you are “in love” with someone who “loves” you but is not “in love” with you. You start demanding, because you would give everything and can´t understand why the other does not feel the same way. And everything starts to get weird. It makes you feel sad, egotist and miserable, and you start making the other uncomfortable, defensive and self conscious.
Definitely not the guy to make a girl “in love”. Don´t know why, anyways, but it´s already time to call it quits.



live passionately
not the type 3 years ago

bah… sounds nice and goes with my ways. BUT when people around you have a different perspective on life you end up looking more like “desperate” than “passional”. AND when you have a day job, a house to keep etc etc, so many duties, you just have 5 min/day left to passion, and all over tiredness and boredom. No much wonder how far fetched it gets.
I guess… I’ll have to do with “live accordingly”. Not so bad if you think it when so many people don’t even have that.



sleep under the stars with the one i love (read all 2 entries…)
Same thing as "sex in a public place" 4 years ago

You just can’t cause it. It has to happen to you and for some reason certain things just don’t happen to me. Simple things. On paper, everything is fine, but then the moment comes and the moment gets gone. And I’m supposed to be a nice guy and all. I guess I must be TOO nice. I quit expecting this.



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