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I need help.

I have no self confidence about myself. I don’t know if it has to do with me having the biggest fear of rejection or not but I need it to change. I have the most handsome guy ever whom is the love of my life so obviously i cant accomplish something. I am unsure about my self. I see beauty in myself then the next minute i see an ugly thing looking back at me through the mirror. I try to change for the better, I try to look cuter, then i see myself and i said im cute, then the next minute i think it was a waste of time getting ready.

i need more piercings.

as of now i have…

earlobe x 6 (each side 3 times)
cartilidge (once one ear)
tragus x 2 (both ears)
rook (one ear other got ripped out)
belly button (top)
lip (right side)

i want get my…

monroe
bottem of belly button
sides of belly button
industrial