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I have always had problems in the “boy” department. I have been mistreated by all the guys I have ever dated and for a while I decided I was just done and through with guys and all the heartbreak and everything that went along with it. I have been hurt way too much in my very short life. I have turned to the internet to find true love because it has been a long, scary, sad, twisty road… For awhile I was so depressed that I didnt eat or sleep… I have had my heart broken too many times to count… In the last two years it has been taken and thrown to the ground and stomped by five different guys.
I just want one boy who will show me that they arent all liars and cheaters and heartbreaking abusers… I just wish I knew what it felt like to have someone really truly love me for just being who I am. You know not having to change anything about myself to get him to like… I dont know why I trust emo boys more than other boys…
With that I leave you…
