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1. be bolder
19 people
2. be decisive
136 people
3. be less self-conscious
1 entry 358 people
4. stop procrastinating
26,962 people
5. study more
1,302 people
6. read at least one book a week
41 people
7. excercise at least three times a week
4 people
8. study one great person in history every month
1 person
9. learn alot about science
1 person
10. watch at least one new movie a week
3 people
11. get rid of my acne
562 people
12. get rock-hard abs
3 people
13. improve my posture
2,658 people
14. speak more clearly
97 people
15. be a great kisser
16 people
16. learn how to french kiss
23 people
17. learn to get into people's heads
2 people
18. learn to lie
1 entry 9 people
19. meditate
2,756 people
20. be more open-minded
99 people
21. stop cracking my knuckles
161 people
22. stop biting my nails
7,042 people
23. always be early
2 people
24. win a debating competition
2 people
25. be great at cricket
1 person
26. kiss a stranger
752 people
27. get drunk (once)
33 people
28. have casual sex
8 people
29. stop drinking soda
1,465 people

Recent entries

Lying 11 months ago

Oh, I can lie, all right. Believe me, that’s no problem. What I wanna do is perfect it. I mean, I wanna be the best of the best at lying. It’s not that I LIKE deceiving people or anything: I just recognise and appreciate the usefulness of having such a skill at hand. Having the skill wouldn’t mean I’d go around lying my ass off. Nah, I’d just love to know I COULD.

Dec 06, 2008, 06:58PM PST | 0 comments

be less self-conscious

My Self-consciousness 11 months ago

I still can’t quite figure it out: is MY self-consciousness really a result of me thinking too little of myself, or could it actually be that I think too much of myself? In the earlier years, I’d’ve said, sure, I have self-esteem issues. These days, I’m opening up to the possibilty that I may just love myself soooo much that I hate the very thought of being scrutinized by other people. If people scrutinize you, they can find fault, right? Maybe I like living in a fantasy world in which I have no faults. So, I’m on the defence: trying constantly to either defend my idea of a perfect self (which makes me a little paranoid), or to avoid situations that puts my self up for close observation.
Though most people’d fall for the whole shy-guy thing, all my closest friends agree: I’m a bit on the egocentric side. While I have no problem with being conceited, though, I AM tired of being afraid to be myself around people. I already know how great a guy I am, I just wish I could share it.

Dec 06, 2008, 06:41PM PST | 1 cheer | 3 comments

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